Just Another Moody(Manic) Musician
My name is Lance Merrick, aka BbqDad. I have bipolar disorder with features of psychosis. I live in Alaska. For
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The Uninvited Ghosts : Realising When Depression Has Arrived
How long had he been sat there, with his empty and emotionless eyes? Quiet, but with a slowly consuming presence. He must have crept inside in complete silence and sat, enjoying being undetected thanks to the busy and distracted period of my life. … Continue readingThe Uninvited Ghosts : Realising When Depression Has Arrived
Messy Life
I have always struggled with keeping my room clean. Even as a child. It wasn’t for my parent’s lack of
( Manic) happiness can be dangerous
The break of dawn provided light to the Earth’s tired surface, as a young character’s eyes widened to absorb the
You’re Selfish. I’m Alive.
What kept me from making a permanent decision based on temporary feelings. … Continue readingYou’re Selfish. I’m Alive.
The residents of Mania
WELCOME My bloods tastes like dysfunction, and my mind spills blinding colours in a black-and-white world where the extinction of
Living Single and Safe with Bipolar Disorder
Living single and safe with mental health disorders can be tricky. Load up your toolbox with a few of these simple, inexpensive tips that can keep you safe and save you some $$$, too! … Continue readingLiving Single and Safe with Bipolar Disorder
Depressed people don’t shower. Obviously. Said the sad little girl.
In high school we read “The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness”. It scared me. She was so strong
Continue readingDepressed people don’t shower. Obviously. Said the sad little girl.
Bubblegum Medicine
** Trigger warning: psych ward/mental hospital, manic episodes ** ** Content warning: cursing and just generally chaotic energy ** I