Bubblegum Medicine
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Category: Symptoms
What Does Mania Feel Like?
Mania feels amazing.
It’s what I imagine ecstasy would feel like. … Continue readingWhat Does Mania Feel Like?
Outside / Inside
Being bipolar has its ups and downs. For most of my life I’ve concealed the downs, presenting what I thought
Early Early Morning Leaves
Back in February and March 2021 when I was recovering from a pretty deep manic episode with a lot of
Every Little Bit Hurts
A chapter from the book I’m working on describing my immense, insurmountable and endless depression. Every Little Bit HurtsEvery little
The Switch Flipped
Just like that it clicked. The switch was flipped and I’m awake. Fully rebooted as a human being, focused and
The Importance Of Psychosis
Two years ago in September one of my oldest and best friends committed suicide and died instantly. She lived in
Is This Mania ?
Breathing air that seemingly becomes so fresh Working endlessly on a project that determines my worth. Going hours without eating
This is Not What I Expected
I stare out the window,stand and watch the rain beat downharshly on the rug spread on my patio;It wasn’t supposed
Seafarer; From the Perspective of a Future Lover
Her hair—twisted like long, green tentacles—fell like water across her faceand as the rain came pouring down, algae liquid followed
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