Messy Life
I have always struggled with keeping my room clean. Even as a child. It wasn’t for my parent’s lack of
Category: Lived experience
Bubblegum Medicine
** Trigger warning: psych ward/mental hospital, manic episodes ** ** Content warning: cursing and just generally chaotic energy ** I
What Does Mania Feel Like?
Mania feels amazing.
It’s what I imagine ecstasy would feel like. … Continue readingWhat Does Mania Feel Like?
Outside / Inside
Being bipolar has its ups and downs. For most of my life I’ve concealed the downs, presenting what I thought
Early Early Morning Leaves
Back in February and March 2021 when I was recovering from a pretty deep manic episode with a lot of
Every Little Bit Hurts
A chapter from the book I’m working on describing my immense, insurmountable and endless depression. Every Little Bit HurtsEvery little
Clem’s story
I got kicked out of the dorms during my first try at college for telling my roommate that I’m bipolar.
Responses to Trauma, Re: Self-Sabotage
TW: This post is going to talk about self-harm and self-sabotage. There will be a brief mention, in the beginning,
The Switch Flipped
Just like that it clicked. The switch was flipped and I’m awake. Fully rebooted as a human being, focused and
The Importance Of Psychosis
Two years ago in September one of my oldest and best friends committed suicide and died instantly. She lived in